I woke up at dawn today realizing that I need to turn down righteous ass and turn up the path of least resistence.  I am done with complaining for  now, instead focusing on using what I got to build what I can.  Heck, if I can endure a personal back-massage from John Draper (aka Cap'n Crunch) to get a beta (alpha?) copy of Macintosh assembler back in 1984, I can wing it now.  Oh, boy that sure was an embarassing moment.